Life

Life is beautiful...

Full of surprises...

Full of classified fulfilling files that scream to be opened and tell...

I like how Lord planned my life...

I like how He loves me and gives me so many chances to feel what life is, how life is and live it.

the break up

I know and you know that us is just wrong...
What ever we feel to each other is wrong...
Whether it's Love or Comfort or both...
We should blame our selves for feeling it...

You shouldn't say that you like me at the first place, cause everything's fine with your family...
And I wasn't suppose to like you back, cause I know exactly who you are...

This hope with tears has no more hope! There's only tears left and we got no one to blame but our selves...

We shall be friends, it's easier and cooler for us and let those feelings go away through time that will pass us by...

Lets not go deeper, lets stay on the surface and we can still enjoy the beer on our hands and still be a great friends ^^

For the last time,

I Love you, bie.

gRavity

Gravity is working against me

And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh, I'll never know what makes this man

With all the love that his heart can stand

Dream of ways to throw it all away

Gravity wants to bring me down

Oh, twice as much ain't twice as good

Can't sustain like one half could

It's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees

Gravity, stay the hell away from me

Gravity has taken better men than me

How can that be?

Just keep me where the light is...

I FeeL so "PULP", today...!

She came from Greece she had a thirst for knowledge,
she studied sculpture at Saint Martin's College,
that's where I,
caught her eye.
She told me that her Dad was loaded,
I said "In that case I'll have a rum and coca-cola."
She said "Fine."
and in thirty seconds time she said,

"I want to live like common people,
I want to do whatever common people do,
I want to sleep with common people,
I want to sleep with common people,
like you."

Well what else could I do -
I said "I'll see what I can do."
I took her to a supermarket,
I don't know why but I had to start it somewhere,
so it started there.
I said pretend you've got no money,
she just laughed and said,
"Oh you're so funny."
I said "yeah?
Well I can't see anyone else smiling in here.
Are you sure you want to live like common people,
you want to see whatever common people see,
you want to sleep with common people,
you want to sleep with common people,
like me."
But she didn't understand,
she just smiled and held my hand.
Rent a flat above a shop,
cut your hair and get a job.
Smoke some fags and play some pool,
pretend you never went to school.
But still you'll never get it right,
cos when you're laid in bed at night,
watching roaches climb the wall,
if you call your Dad he could stop it all.

You'll never live like common people,
you'll never do what common people do,
you'll never fail like common people,
you'll never watch your life slide out of view,
and dance and drink and screw,
because there's nothing else to do.

Sing along with the common people,
sing along and it might just get you through,
laugh along with the common people,
laugh along even though they're laughing at you,
and the stupid things that you do.
Because you think that poor is cool.

I want to live with common people,
I want to live with common people etc...

Orang laiN

Sekarang jam 6:28pm..
Gwe masih di kantor, tepatnya di viewing room sambil nungguin respondent dateng dan grup dimulai, gwe dengerin Donavon ngeband di media player gwe.
Gwe lembur!

I am really in a good mood today.
Had a meeting with Nestle and Lowe team in Wisma Nestle this morning and I think the home immersion will be a great learning for me, just wondering if I can go to Bali on March or not because of this project. I really hope I can take days off later.
Well, there are some responsibilities when we grow up right?
I'm glad that I have responsibilities, sementara banyak bgt orang-orang di luar sana yang pengen sibuk kerja, so I can't complain but grateful hohohohoho.

Tapi belakangan gwe ngerasa kesepian.
Semua orang punya "orang" lain di sampingnya.
Ada yg mereka sms atau godain.
Hona, Kitty, Vino...
Semua orang yang belakangan ini paling deket sama gwe, semuanya punya "orang lain".
Gwe bener-bener berharap gwe ngga terlalu lama "sendiri".
I keep asking myself, "what the hell is wrong with me???"

where's my imperfect guy?

My Business English 3 Lecture says :
"guys would be crazy over you... your beauty comes from the inside!!! i wonder why u're single??? hummm ... i think you're looking for a perfect person... here, let me tell you something... Love is not about finding a perfect person, it's about finding the imperfect person and love him perfectly..."

Sometimes I feel like "it's easy when you are not in my shoes..."
but, I respect his opinion... I might been looking for a perfect person in the past 1 year... I might also been looking for a perfect relationship...
but, there are no PERFECT THINGS in this world right?

Okay, thanks Sir.
I do understand...
I think I should have been more confidence and try not to be stiff and perfect on my love life...!

I'll try my best ;)

-xoxo-

Happy New Year...!!!

Can't believe... It's 2009 now...

Still single...

Strong and healthy...

Have a decent job...

Loved by family and friends...

Lived in a tropic and polluted country...

Still being so grateful about all of it!!!


Thank you, Lord... 2008 was marvelous! This year gonna be so much better!


-xoxo-